October 3rd, 2009
... No, not classes. The weather. Thank god that it's turning sunny again, but I know Seattle's autumn/winter weather patterns. Rain, rain, and more rain, with a side order of rain.
There was a time when I loved the rain, welcomed it as an excuse to stay inside. But the more dissatisfied I become with that lifestyle, the more I come to hate the rain. Worse, the clouds have always cast a shadow on my emotions - I just didn't care whether or not I moped as a kid. Now I'm sick of it, literally and figuratively. I don't want to live like this, sitting inside and/or flattened with yet another cold or flu. I need sun, damn it!
For the first time in my life, I don't want to live in Seattle. And that hurts because of how emotionally invested I am in this city. But this just isn't going to work for the life I want, I don't think. Time to look at grad schools in the American southwest.
There was a time when I loved the rain, welcomed it as an excuse to stay inside. But the more dissatisfied I become with that lifestyle, the more I come to hate the rain. Worse, the clouds have always cast a shadow on my emotions - I just didn't care whether or not I moped as a kid. Now I'm sick of it, literally and figuratively. I don't want to live like this, sitting inside and/or flattened with yet another cold or flu. I need sun, damn it!
For the first time in my life, I don't want to live in Seattle. And that hurts because of how emotionally invested I am in this city. But this just isn't going to work for the life I want, I don't think. Time to look at grad schools in the American southwest.
- Mood:
distressed
